October 13, 2004//Wednesday

You do not know what it's like to be me;
 You don't know how it feels trying to be
 Everything perfect &everything great.
 Plastering on a smile &hiding your hate.
 You will not know how it feels trying
 To suceed when everything is dead or dying.
 Hiding behind all the lies I've built over time,
 Tired and weak, this has crossed the line.
 You tell me again, "There is nothing to lose..."
 Well, fuck there is, and here's more news.
 In a household with an absent dad,
 Lives a mother &two kids, worn thin and sad.
 Try as they might to live a normal life &love
 They get no mercey from whatever's up above.
 Your "words of wisdom" that you say
 Will make NOTHING in this damned world okay.

 You do not know what it's like...being me.


_____<3
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